She Believed

I don’t know why, but I have found that I go through times of intense feelings for our birthmother.  I think of her each and every day.  We even pray for her during our family morning prayer time; however, some days are just plain intense. 

I wish I knew if she feels our love. 

I wish I knew if she feels the Lord wrapping his arms around her for he loves her more than anyone.

The only thing I do know is the Lord created me for such a time as this.  He made me to have feelings of love that I never dreamed I could have.  It is Him that works in my heart to love the women who gave Myla life and then lovingly chose me to be her Momma.

 

She believed that I was the one to love Myla and guide her in life.  And I am!

She believed I would love every moment of being her mom.  And I do!

She believed that the most important decision was for Myla to grow up knowing the Lord.  And it is!

Thanks, dear birth mom, for believing!!